Relationships...

Family, friends, teachers, bosses, colleagues... some relevant, others not so much, some fleeting, others not so much, some good, others.. well... lets say the lesser said the better.. but relationships... how does one enclose that word in actual life?.. psychology probably has some scientific explanations for it, but like with so many other things that are so inexplicable in life, a scientific description and explanation of relationship wouldn't hit me or anyone where it matters.. at the heart.. thats ironically so true, because it is the heart where a relationship makes its presence felt.. and I believe it probably is a very personal thing as how an individual may perceive it... as outward and plastic someone may be in appearance, somewhere, with someone else, he shares some thing different, and what distinguishes the other from you is the relationship... As my friend would aptly put it, this is as convoluted as only my talk or words can get..

I know a lot of people, but befriend only a few, and those who manage to cross that barrier between acquaintance and friends, become so dear to me that if I actually projected it in its entirety, it may suffocate them.. but there's so much that I've learnt, observed, experienced, cherished, admired and even envied with these people in my life, that sharing things becomes more than just opening your mouth and talking. I am sure there have been instances for all of you when just hearing someone's voice or what we call 'telepathy' transpired and you could connect with the person whom you wanted to or vice-versa.. it never ceases to amaze me as to how develops something like this.. you hear the tone of their voice or even the first word they type in a chat window and you are able to gauge what the mood of the conversation is going to be about...I think its wonderful that we get to experience something as fickle and yet so deep-rooted that it can't really be expressed with all but some special people in life.

Why I type this? Well, I guess you would know it depending on how well you know me... :) .... maybe I just feel needy and greedy for a...... life long.. relationship?? ;)

Random thought: I want to write something about music but I think there's just too many thoughts to type it out... maybe...soon