found a way out...

For all those nights I spent wondering how to escape my loneliness and frustrations, I finally have my answer.. start ignition.. eyes on the road, hands on the steering, feet on the pedals... and off!!!! and away!! from all the unnecessary mess I create for myself within my head... I took my first such drive, just 20 mins and 3 songs. Feels good. Feels there something near you which will stand by you come what may... for all the longing I have had of pouring my love and affection on someone, I have found something atleast... I love my car.. she's mine.. just mine...

Work hours...

Tuesday - 9:30AM to 9:30 PM
Wednesday - 9:30AM to 11:30 PM
Thursday - 9:30AM to 1:30AM
Friday - 9:30AM to 8PM (We were just too tired to go on...)
Saturday - 2:30PM to 4:30PM (Thanks Abhimanyu!!)
Sunday - 9AM to 3AM (Yeah..even the CEO is stunned and speechless)
Monday - 10:30AM to now (its 12:36 AM and I am very optimistically looking at less than an hour of work :D)

A honest confession...

Went for Bhool Bhulaiya today.. trust Rahul and his gang of whackos to make me go for such a movie.. laugh riot of a different sort.. u will have to keep aside any trace of logic or belief to enjoy the movie.. my suggestion.. go in a group of 8-10.. it'll surely be fun... now.. the reason why I want to put this post at 1:45 AM..

Saw Vidya Balan for the first time on screen in a full fledged living role (the previous movie was Guru where you know she doesent count now)... and sigh!!! the heart doesent feel weak for her.. it feels weak for what she symbolizes and what I would want for myself in life..

Picture this.. south indian girl.. educated... mumbaikar..homely..very subtly and simple beautiful... sounds perfect for me? don't say so.. coz that might jinx it..so lets just hope.. and pray.. and pray and hope.. that there's a Vidya for me too.. kahiin toh bhi..koi toh bhi....sigh!!!